It is said that abusers come in all shapes and sizes. But the fact that they are abusers, means
they share many common characteristics.
To the mind of
the abuser, nothing of any real importance exists outside of himself or herself and satisfying his or her needs.
“Meaningful
others” are no more than “things” to be manipulated, like puppets. Their victims (who may see themselves
as partners) can become 'absorbed'. They can become internal, assimilated controllable 'objects' – no longer external
independent 'subjects' with thoughts and feelings of their own. But owned possessions.
So, what is an abuser?
It is widely accepted that there are those
amongst us who have a deep, dark and sinister (psychological / emotional) predatory need to possess or own others.
By which I do not refer to governments and
politicians.
In an attempt to assert their control over
us, our would be “owners” will abuse, dominate, deceive, menace, lie, cheat, insult, demean, ignore, bully, intimidate
and terrify any of us who have fallen into their 'spiders web' of manipulative deceit. These carefully constructed traps have only one purpose, and that is to physically, psychologically and emotionally entrap
or ensnare us.
In this respect abusers ARE dangerous predators,
and we - their prey.
The single-minded objective of the abuser
is to own and control us for his or her own personal gratification.
This is said to demonstrate that those who
would enslave us are unable to recognise that anyone other than he or she has any valid feelings whatsoever.
To a would-be-owner, only his or her feelings
are important. Only he or she counts. Only he or she is important. Nothing or no-one else counts or is important.
Because of this total emotional one-sidedness, abusers
make totally unreasonable demands on those they strive to own.
Naturally they do not see their demands as being unreasonable
or unworkable. This being so, they simply cannot understand that they expect far too much from us.
Expecting far too much;
abusers can become quite intimidating and scary when we fail to conform to their impossibly high demands and standards.
Having imposed
his or her strict regime's terms or conditions upon us to live by (our unconditional terms of surrender)... The abuser/owner
needs to be able to enforce his or her laws, or risk losing the one that he, or she, seeks to own and control.
This 'enforcement' is often accomplished by means of an unpleasantness titled: “OVERT ABUSE.”
Overt meaning open: Overt abuse is the open, undisguised
and explicit abuse of any one of us by another. This covers a wide range of cruelty which extends from being humiliated in
public. to being hospitalised - or worse.
We experience this type of abuse when
we are struck, bitten, menaced, threatened, coerced, beaten, deceived, berated, demeaned, chastened, insulted, humiliated,
exploited, ignored (the cold shoulder or silent treatment), devalued, snubbed, unceremoniously discarded, dumped, verbally
assaulted, physically assaulted and sexually assaulted (etc.) by our owner/abuser.
The end of the World scenario.
The end-of-the-world scenario occurs for abusers
when he or she suspects that he or she is losing control
over us. The effect of this has been likened to someone losing control of a limb, or more terrifying still, losing control
of one’s mind.
The situation is that as long
as the abuser is in control of us, he or she is able to cope, to function and to survive. But, when the abuser's control is
slipping away, he or she is no longer able to cope, to function or survive.
This situation is likely to happen when we fail to
obey his or her instructions, this may panic the abuser. Alarm bells ring, informing him or her that something is seriously
wrong. The abuser's world is in danger of collapse. He or she is no longer in control of his or her world, and anything might
happen.
If he or she is not the centre of his or her world,
then he or she is lost. The abuser probably feels that he or she is going mad ....
But the bottom line is quite simple and quiet harsh
for the ex abuser- how can one be an abuser without a person to abuse?
WARNING: Some abusers will kill rather than become ex-abusers.
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ABUSIVE
RELATIONSHIPS
Let me begin by declaring that I for one do not believe that anyone causes their partner to strike,
kick, threaten, shame, humiliate or hurt them in any way. That choice is made solely by the perpetrator of that abuse: And
yes I do believe it is a conscious choice that the abuser has taken – to abuse.
That said: Although I don't believe one partner causes another partner to be abusive; I do believe
the partner who is being abused does play a huge role in the continuation of that abuse.
When
individuals are being abused by a loved one and don’t stop it, they, by default, keep it going. In psychological terms,
they enable their partner to be abusive. If someone doesn’t stop abuse, then they are allowing it to continue. Abuse
cannot go on and on if there’s not a body to abuse.
I realise that there could be
countless factors that lead to individuals staying in abusive relationships. I’m also aware that many people choose
to stay due to financial reasons, children, love, fear, isolation etc.
Although I realise all of these
factors make it difficult to leave, I don’t believe any of them are worth your health and safety. You deserve better.
You have a right and an obligation
to your well-being and to be treated well. If you have children, they also have that right. They deserve to have their parents
insure this right (and their safety) is protected.
There are a myriad of services,
professionals, information and resources available to you if you are in this position. You deserve to use them. Your children
deserve you to use them.
The only way you will stop being
abused is if YOU stop it. Your partner will not magically wake up one day and decide to not be abusive. Your partner will
not change if you say the right things, or cook the right meals, or agree with his/her every word.
Appreciate that your partner would
be abusive with anyone he/she happened to be in a relationship with--it’s not about you. You are NOT to blame.
Make the decision to stop the
abuse. Stop waiting for your partner to come to his/her senses. The abuse only stops when someone is determined to not be
abused. It only stops--when someone stops it.
Making the decision to not be
abused may be the hardest decision you ever make. However, remember it is a decision--it is a choice. You can ask for help,
leave the relationship, go to a safe house, set limits, and insist on therapy. etc. You don’t have to accept abuse from
anyone. You deserve more. Your children deserve more. Begin to act as though you do.
Challenge: If you're in an abusive
relationship, begin to take steps to protect yourself. If you're relationship is violent and your physical safety is at risk,
call a domestic violence hotline for more information:
Recognising an abusive relationship
Abusive
relationships are generally characterised by extreme jealousy, emotional withholding, lack of intimacy, raging, sexual coercion, infidelity, verbal abuse, threats,
lies, broken promises, physical violence, power plays and control games.
Abuse does not have to be physical.
Emotional
abuse is as damaging as physical abuse, though it is often harder to recognise, and therefore to recover from. Emotional abuse
causes long term self esteem issues and profound emotional repercussions for the partners of abusers. Abuse typically alternates
with declarations of love and statements that they will change, providing a "hook" to keep the partner in the relationship.
Abusive relationships are progressive -
Abusive relationships
get worse over time. Emotional and verbal abuse frequently shifts to more overt threats or physical abuse, particularly in
times of stress. Abusers are generally very needy and controlling; the abuse escalates when they feel they may lose their
partner, or when the relationship ends.
Recommended reading for abusive relationships and recovery from them.
A specific relationship is not the source of the abuse -
Abusive patterns
are part of the emotional make up of both the parties involved. Without help and outside intervention the abusive patterns
will be repeated in all relationships. The emotional volatility of addicts and alcoholics can create an abusive relationship climate. Ongoing therapy,
and a 12 step recovery program for both
partners is advised. (AA,
NA, SAA, SLAA, etc for the addict and Alanon, COanon etc for the co-dependent partner.)
Abusers are often survivors of abuse themselves.
Many of the
attributes of abusers are documented trauma based adaptations to childhood emotional, physical and sexual abuse. Abusers act
out of deep seated shame and feelings of inadequacy. They seek to pull their partner down to make themselves feel better.
Abuse
is a family dysfunction that repeats through generations. Just as addictions pass down through generations, abusers often leave their families for a family
of choice - then repeat the abusive cycle from the other side. The abused becomes the abuser and so continues the cycle.
Follow these links if you feel you may be in an abusive relationship:
If you are in an abusive relationship:
Abusive relationships do not change without sustained therapy specifically targeted toward the abusive relationship patterns.
These relationships cannot be changed from one side, it takes mutual honesty, openness and willingness from both parties to
work through these issues. Group therapy is highly recommended for abusers, as it helps them to break through the denial that is generally a part
of the abusive patterns. (People in denial generally recognise their own dysfunctional behaviour in others more easily than
in themselves.) This applies to the partners of abusers as well - group helps them to break through the denial by seeing the
relationship patterns from a wider view. Certain personality types are more prone to abusive relationships.
If
the abuser is unwilling to own their behaviour and seek help the prudent course of action is to remove yourself totally from the situation. This is painful,
but is generally safer and ultimately better for both parties than allowing the cycle of abuse to continue. Be prepared for the abuse to increase after you leave - stepping out of the cycle enrages the abuser, as it shatters their illusion
of control. (75% of women killed
by their abusive partners are murdered after they leave.)
Learn how to protect and care
for yourself. Detachment with love is difficult, but it really is the safest and the best solution if your partner is unwilling
to work though the issues.
Help
is readily available for both parties in abusive relationships. These relationships cannot be changed from one side. It really does require partners to work together as a team. Not as a slave owner and
slave.
Because
it smacks a little of emotional blackmail. I'm not happy about this next bit. Remember that by staying you are condoning and enabling your abuse - and helping your partner to stay sick. If your
partner is unwilling to get help, your only safe course of action is to totally remove yourself from the situation and seek
help on your own.
Flying into a rage
For far too many of us, rage is a reaction to overwhelming feelings of fear, sadness, shame, inadequacy,
guilt or loss. Flying into a rage generates a feeling of power – this offsets uncomfortable feelings
of shame and inadequacy. Flying into a rage triggers a neurochemical response that can be addictive.
How we use rage
Screaming
and shouting, physical expressions of anger, violence or threats of violence, sulking, manipulation, emotional blackmail,
silent smouldering, and anger used to punish others for triggering unresolved overwhelming feelings of fear, sadness, shame, inadequacy, guilt or loss.
What Healthy Anger looks like:
Healthy
expression of anger involves confrontation of what makes you angry and an effort to set boundaries. (What you will do in response
to what makes you angry.)
i.e: When
you (a behaviour), I feel (a feeling) , and to protect myself I will _________.
Healthy
anger is not used to punish, is not violent, and isn't used to intimidate, control or manipulate. It is expressed, discussed,
and moved through.
Healthy anger is not stuffed down and ignored. (Stuffed anger created resentment and a wealth of
physical / mental and emotional problems.) Healthy anger is not expressed in passive aggressive and manipulative ways.
Unhealthy Anger is component of Alcoholism, Addictions and Abusive Relationships.
Anger management is critical to recovery from addictions and trauma, childhood sexual mental or physical abuse, and relationship
recovery. Addictions are in part a coping mechanism to deal with feelings by masking them.
Alcoholics
and Addicts often "use at" the
source of their anger. (i.e.: I'm angry at ______ so I'll have a drink, take a drug, or act out sexually. Obviously this is
a highly self destructive response to anger.
Unexpressed
anger related to childhood abuses often results in addictive problems later in life. (To stuff down the feelings of shame, anger, isolation, fear,
sadness and loss the abuse creates.) Very often chronic relapsers in recovery programs, or chronic addicts are survivors of childhood abuse.
The sad
irony is that by pushing feelings down alcohol and drugs make it impossible to work through our feelings and move past them,
keeping the survivor trapped in a downward spiral. This is part of why even moderate drug or alcohol use in non addicts
severely compromises their progress in therapy. (If you are stuffing down your feelings how can you work on them?)
Regarding
anger, the Big Book
of Alcoholics Anonymous says:
"It is
plain that a life which includes deep resentment leads only to futility and unhappiness. To the precise extent that we permit
these, do we squander the hours that might have been worthwhile. But with the alcoholic, whose hope is the maintenance and
growth of a spiritual experience, this business of resentment is infinitely grave. We found that it is fatal. For when harbouring
such feeling we shut ourselves off from the sunlight of the Spirit. The insanity of alcohol returns and we drink again. And
with us, to drink is to die.
If we were to live, we had to be free of anger. The grouch and the brainstorm were not
for us. They may be the dubious luxury of normal men, but for alcoholics these things are poison."
The other
side of the argument
When we choose to stay in an abusive relationship we do so are very real and very important to them. However,
it is also important to look at both sides of the situation. Some of the reasons may be based on misunderstandings or myths,
and some might be based in fear.
If you or someone you know if struggling with wanting to end a relationship but you can’t get past one
or more of the reasons for staying, it may help to consider the following statements that give ‘the other side’
of the argument about each of these reasons.
LOVE
Love is
blind and can sometimes emotionally attach us to someone who may be unhealthy for us.
Ending
your relationship does not mean you will automatically stop loving your partner, but with time your feelings will be less
intense as you are able to look at the whole picture. It might help to focus on nurturing your love for yourself and your
family or friends. It may seem impossible now, but if you end your relationship, you will someday find another boyfriend or
girlfriend to love – and hopefully it will be a healthier love.
HOPE
You are not the cause of
the abuse, so nothing you do or change about your behaviour will end the abuse. While abusers will usually promise to change
during the honeymoon stage, it is rare for an abuser to change while still in a relationship – usually, the only way
to stop the abuse is to end the relationship.
MAKING LIGHT OF THE ABUSE
The fact is there is nothing
you can do to make another person hurt you, and no one deserves to be hurt under any circumstances. Everyone is 100% responsible
for their own behaviour.
BLAMING YOURSELF
Physical abuse is not about
love – it’s about gaining power and control. Even if violence was normal in your upbringing, the fact is that
it is NOT a normal part of a healthy, loving relationship.
LINK BETWEEN LOVE AND VIOLENCE
The idea of being happy
without your current partner may seem impossible now, but remember that you are a person who deserves to be treated with respect.
There are many people out there who don’t abuse!
HOPELESSNESS GENDER ROLES
A healthy relationship
is a partnership based on equality, regardless of gender.
EMBARRASSMENT AND SHAME
It is true that some people
judge or blame people who are being abused because they are not educated about relationship abuse. You must remember that
you are not the one doing something wrong, and you have nothing to be ashamed of. Counsellors at domestic violence hotlines
and agencies will not judge you, and can help you figure out options you may have.
FINANCIAL DEPENDENCE
There are ways to become
more financially independent.
LACK OF SUPPORTIVE RELATIONSHIPS
Your friends and family
members may be more willing than you think to help you if you want to end an abusive relationship - but, you may have to develop
new supportive relationships.
FEAR
If you have been threatened,
it is very important to develop a safety plan.
NOT WANTING TO BE ALONE
Victims have endured a
great deal and while the idea of being alone is scary, you can live outside a bad relationship.
LOYALTY
Loyalty must be earned.
Someone who is supposed to love you, but abuses you, has betrayed you. No reasonable person should expect loyalty after abusing
you.
RESCUE COMPLEX
No amount of help or understanding
will change your partner: only they can do that.
GUILT and GUILT TRIPS
One of the most common
weapons in the abuser’s ‘armoury’ is the guilt-trip. Abusers frequently use guilt trips as an unscrupulous
method of manipulating and controlling us.
Your partner is responsible
for his or her own actions; you are only responsible for yourself.
If you use drugs or alcohol
to cope with abuse, it is important to get treatment for this problem so you can make healthier decisions
Abusers
come in all shapes and sizes, but by the virtue of them being abusers, they share many common characteristics.
To
the abuser, nothing of any real importance exists outside himself or herself. 'Meaningful' others are no more than extensions to
be manipulated, like chess pieces. Others (who see themselves as partners) can become 'absorbed'. Can become internal,
assimilated controllable 'objects' – no longer external independent 'subjects' with thoughts and feelings of their
own.
It is widely accepted that there are those amongst us who have a deep, dark and sinister (psychological / emotional)
need to possess or own us.
In an attempt to assert their control over us, these would be owners will abuse, dominate, deceive,
menace, lie, cheat, insult, demean, ignore, bully, intimidate and terrify any of us who have fallen into their 'spiders
web' of manipulative deceit. These carefully constructed traps have only one purpose, and that is to physically,
psychologically and emotionally entrap or ensnare us.
In this respect, abusers are dangerous predators, and we - their prey.
The single-minded objective of the abuser is to own and control us
for their own personal gratification.
This is said to demonstrate that those who would enslave us are unable
to recognise that anyone other than he or she has any feelings whatsoever.
To a would be owner, only his or her feelings are important. Only he or she counts - only he or she is
important. Nothing or no-one else counts or is important.
Because of this total
emotional one-sidedness, abusers make totally unreasonable demands on the rest of us.
Naturally they do
not see their demands as being unreasonable or unworkable. This being so, they cannot understand that they expect far too much from us.
Expecting far too much; abusers can
become quite intimidating and scary when we fail to conform to their impossibly high demands and standards.
Having imposed his or her strict regime's terms or conditions upon
us to live by (our unconditional terms of surrender)... The abuser/owner needs to be able to enforce his or her laws,
or risk losing the one that he, or she, seeks to own and control.
This 'enforcement' is often accomplished by means of an
unpleasantness titled: OVERT ABUSE.
Overt
meaning open: Overt abuse is the open, undisguised and explicit abuse of any one of us by another. This covers a wide
range of brutality which extends from being humiliated in public. to being hospitalised - or worse.
We
experience this type of abuse when we are struck, bitten, menaced, threatened, coerced, beaten, deceived, berated, demeaned,
chastened, insulted, humiliated, exploited, ignored (the cold shoulder or silent treatment), devalued, snubbed, unceremoniously
discarded, dumped, verbally assaulted, physically assaulted and sexually assaulted (etc) by our owner/abuser.
The end-of-the-world scenario happens
for abusers
when he
or she feels that he or she is losing control over us. The effect of this has been likened to someone losing control
of a limb, or more terrifying still, losing control of one’s mind.
The
situation is, that as long as the abuser is in control of us, he or she is able to cope, to function and to survive. But,
when the abuser's control is slipping away, he or she is no longer able to cope, to function or survive.
This
situation is likely to happen when we fail to obey his or her instructions, this may panic the abuser. Alarm
bells ring, informing him or her that something is seriously wrong. The abuser's world is in danger of collapse. He or she is no longer in control of
his or her world, and anything might happen.
If
he or she is not the centre of his or her world, then he or she is lost. The abuser probably feels that he or she is going mad ....
But
the bottom line is quite simple and quiet harsh for the ex abuser- how can one be an abuser without a person to abuse?
WARNING:
Some abusers will kill rather than become ex abusers.
ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS
Let me start by saying that I don’t believe anyone causes
their partner to hit, swear at, threaten, shame, or hurt them in anyway…that choice is made solely by the perpetrator
of the abuse. And yes, I do believe it’s a conscious choice that a partner makes to be abusive.
That said…although I don’t believe one partner
causes another partner to be abusive; I do believe the partner who is being abused plays a huge role in the continuation of
that abuse…
When individuals are being abused by a loved one and don’t
stop it, they, by default, keep it going. In psychological terms, they enable their partner to be abusive. If someone doesn’t
stop abuse, then they are allowing it to continue. Abuse cannot go on and on if there’s not a body to abuse.
I realize there are a million factors that lead to individuals
staying in an abusive relationship. I’m aware that many people choose to stay due to financial reasons, children, love,
fear, isolation etc. Although I realise all of these factors make it difficult to leave, I don’t believe any of these
factors warrant staying. None of these justify you subjecting yourself, your children, or your spirit, to emotional or physical
abuse. You deserve better.
You have a right and an obligation to your well-being to be
treated well. If you have children, they also have that right. They deserve to have their parents insure this right is protected.
There are a myriad of services, professionals, information,
and resources available to you if you are in this position. You deserve to use them. Your children deserve for you to use
them.
The only way you will stop being abused is if you stop it.
Your partner will not magically wake up one day and decide to not be abusive. Your partner will not change if you say the
right things, or cook the right meals, or agree with his/her every word. Know that your partner would be abusive with anyone
he/she is in relationship with--it’s not about you.
Make the decision to stop the abuse. Stop waiting for your
partner to come to his/her senses. The abuse only stops when someone is determined to not be abused. It only stops--when someone
stops it.
Making the decision to not be abused may be the hardest decision
you ever make, however, remember it is a decision--it is a choice. You can ask for help, leave the relationship, go to a safe
house, set limits, and insist on therapy. etc. You don’t have to accept abuse from anyone. You deserve more. Your children
deserve more. Begin to act as though you do.
Challenge: If you're in an abusive relationship, begin to
take steps to protect yourself. If you're relationship is violent and your physical safety is at risk, call a domestic violence
hotline for more information:
Abusive relationships are generally characterised
by extreme jealousy, emotional withholding, lack of intimacy, raging,
sexual coercion, infidelity, verbal abuse, threats, lies, broken promises, physical violence, power plays and control games.
Abuse does not have to be physical.
Emotional abuse is as damaging as physical abuse, though it is often harder to
recognise, and therefore to recover from. Emotional abuse causes long term self esteem issues and profound emotional
repercussions for the partners of abusers. Abuse typically alternates with declarations of love and statements that
they will change, providing a "hook" to keep the partner in the relationship.
Abusive relationships are progressive -
Abusive relationships get worse over time. Emotional and verbal abuse frequently
shifts to more overt threats or physical abuse, particularly in times of stress. Abusers are generally very needy and
controlling; the abuse escalates when they feel they may lose their partner, or when the relationship ends.
Recommended reading for abusive relationships and recovery from them.
A specific relationship is not the source
of the abuse -
Abusive patterns are part of the emotional make up of both the parties involved.
Without help and outside intervention the abusive patterns will be repeated in all relationships. The emotional volatility
of addicts and alcoholics can create an abusive relationship climate. Ongoing therapy, and a 12 step recovery program for both
partners is advised. (AA, NA, SAA, SLAA, etc for the addict and Alanon, COanon etc for the co-dependent partner.)
Abusers are often survivors of abuse
themselves.
Many of the attributes of abusers are documented trauma based adaptations to
childhood emotional, physical and sexual abuse. Abusers act out of deep seated shame and feelings of inadequacy. They seek
to pull their partner down to make themselves feel better.
Abuse is a family dysfunction that repeats through generations. Just as addictions pass down through generations, abusers often leave their families for
a family of choice - then repeat the abusive cycle from the other side. The abused becomes the abuser and so continues
the cycle.
Follow these links if you feel you may
be in an abusive relationship:
If you are in an abusive relationship:
Abusive relationships do not change without sustained therapy specifically targeted toward the abusive
relationship patterns. These relationships cannot be changed from one side, it takes mutual honesty, openness and willingness
from both parties to work through these issues. Group therapy is highly recommended for abusers, as it helps them to
break through the denial that is generally a part of the abusive patterns. (People in denial generally recognize their own
dysfunctional behavior in others more easily than in themselves.) This applies to the partners of abusers as well - group
helps them to break through the denial by seeing the relationship patterns from a wider view. Certain personality types are more prone to abusive relationships.
If the abuser is unwilling to own their behaviour and seek help the prudent course of action is to remove yourself totally from the situation. This is
painful, but is generally safer and ultimately better for both parties than allowing the cycle of abuse to continue.
Be prepared for the abuse to increase after you leave - stepping out of the cycle enrages the abuser, as it shatters
their illusion of control. (75% of women killed by their abusive partners are murdered after they leave.) Learn how
to protect and care for yourself. Detachment with love is difficult, but the best solution if your partner is unwilling
to work though the issues.
Help is readily available for both parties in abusive relationships.
These relationships cannot be changed from one side.
Remember that by staying you are condoning and enabling the abuse - and helping your partner to stay sick. If your partner
is unwilling to get help the only safe course of action is to totally remove yourself from the situation and seek help on
your own.
Flying into a rage
For far too many of us, rage is a reaction to overwhelming feelings of fear, sadness,
shame, inadequacy, guilt or loss. Flying into a rage generates a feeling of power
– this offsets uncomfortable feelings of shame and inadequacy. Flying into a rage triggers a neurochemical response
that can be addictive. How rage is used
Screaming and
shouting, physical expressions of anger, violence or threats of violence, sulking, manipulation, emotional blackmail, silent
smouldering, and anger used to punish others for triggering unresolved overwhelming
feelings of fear, sadness, shame, inadequacy, guilt or loss.
What Healthy Anger looks like:
Healthy expression of anger involves confrontation
of what makes you angry and an effort to set boundaries. (What you will do in response to what makes you angry.)
i.e: When you (a behaviour), I feel (a feeling) ,
and to protect myself I will _________.
Healthy anger is not used to punish, is not violent,
and isn't used to intimidate, control or manipulate. It is expressed, discussed, and moved through.
Healthy anger
is not stuffed down and ignored. (Stuffed anger created resentment and a wealth of physical / mental and emotional problems.)
Healthy anger is not expressed in passive aggressive and manipulative ways.
Unhealthy Anger is component of Alcoholism,
Addictions and Abusive Relationships.
Anger management is critical to recovery from addictions and trauma,
childhood sexual mental or physical abuse, and relationship recovery. Addictions are in part a coping mechanism to deal
with feelings by masking them.
Alcoholics and Addicts often "use at" the source of their anger. (i.e.: I'm angry at ______ so I'll have a drink, take a drug,
or act out sexually. Obviously this is a highly self destructive response to anger.
Unexpressed anger related to childhood abuses often results in addictive problems later in life. (To stuff down the feelings of shame,
anger, isolation, fear, sadness and loss the abuse creates.) Very often chronic relapsers in recovery programs, or chronic
addicts are survivors of childhood abuse.
The sad irony is that by pushing feelings down alcohol
and drugs make it impossible to work through our feelings and move past them, keeping the survivor trapped in a downward spiral.
This is part of why even moderate drug or alcohol use in non addicts severely compromises their progress in therapy. (If you
are stuffing down your feelings how can you work on them?)
Regarding anger, the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous says:
"It is plain that a life which includes deep resentment
leads only to futility and unhappiness. To the precise extent that we permit these, do we squander the hours that might have
been worthwhile. But with the alcoholic, whose hope is the maintenance and growth of a spiritual experience, this business
of resentment is infinitely grave. We found that it is fatal. For when harbouring such feeling we shut ourselves off from
the sunlight of the Spirit. The insanity of alcohol returns and we drink again. And with us, to drink is to die.
If
we were to live, we had to be free of anger. The grouch and the brainstorm were not for us. They may be the dubious luxury
of normal men, but for alcoholics these things are poison."
The other
side of the argument
When we choose to stay in an abusive relationship
we do so are very real and very important to them. However, it is also important to look at both sides of the situation. Some
of the reasons may be based on misunderstandings or myths, and some might be based in fear.
If you or someone you know if struggling
with wanting to end a relationship but you can’t get past one or more of the reasons for staying, it may help to consider
the following statements that give ‘the other side’ of the argument about each of these reasons.
LOVE
Love is blind and can sometimes emotionally attach us to someone who may
be unhealthy for us.
Ending your relationship does not mean you will automatically stop loving
your partner, but with time your feelings will be less intense as you are able to look at the whole picture. It might help
to focus on nurturing your love for yourself and your family or friends. It may seem impossible now, but if you end your relationship,
you will someday find another boyfriend or girlfriend to love – and hopefully it will be a healthier love.
HOPE
You are not the cause of the abuse, so nothing you do or change about your
behaviour will end the abuse. While abusers will usually promise to change during the honeymoon stage, it is rare for an abuser
to change while still in a relationship – usually, the only way to stop the abuse is to end the relationship.
MAKING LIGHT OF THE ABUSE
The fact is there is nothing you can do to make another person hurt you,
and no one deserves to be hurt under any circumstances. Everyone is 100% responsible for their own behaviour.
BLAMING YOURSELF
Physical abuse is not about love – it’s about gaining power and
control. Even if violence was normal in your upbringing, the fact is that it is NOT a normal part of a healthy, loving relationship.
LINK BETWEEN LOVE AND VIOLENCE
The idea of being happy without your current partner may seem impossible
now, but remember that you are a person who deserves to be treated with respect. There are many people out there who don’t
abuse!
HOPELESSNESS
GENDER ROLES
A healthy relationship is a partnership based on equality, regardless of
gender.
EMBARRASSMENT AND SHAME
It is true that some people judge or blame people who are being abused because
they are not educated about relationship abuse. You must remember that you are not the one doing something wrong, and you
have nothing to be ashamed of. Counsellors at domestic violence hotlines and agencies will not judge you, and can help you
figure out options you may have.
FINANCIAL DEPENDENCE
There are ways to become more financially independent.
LACK OF SUPPORTIVE RELATIONSHIPS
Your friends and family members may be more willing than you think to help
you if you want to end an abusive relationship - but, you may have to develop new supportive relationships.
FEAR
If you have been threatened, it is very important to develop a safety plan.
NOT WANTING TO BE ALONE
Victims have endured a great deal and while the idea of being alone is scary,
you can live outside a bad relationship.
LOYALTY
Loyalty must be earned. Someone who is supposed to love you, but abuses you,
has betrayed you. No reasonable person should expect loyalty after abusing you.
RESCUE COMPLEX
No amount of help or understanding will change your partner: only they can
do that.
GUILT and GUILT TRIPS
One of the most common weapons in the abuser’s ‘armoury’
is the guilt-trip. Abusers frequently use guilt trips as an unscrupulous method of manipulating and controlling us.
Your partner is responsible for his or her own actions; you are only responsible
for yourself.
If you use drugs or alcohol to cope with abuse, it is important to
get treatment for this problem so you can make healthier decisions
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